(via everydaysahappyday)
hey i SP. im a sophomore in high school. i really dont know what to think about myself i just feel, there. sure i get mad (really mad), confused, lonely, bored, happy, excited..you name it. but i guess the best way to explain myself right now is just there and a little bit confused. and angry im always angry when im at home. my life is far from perfect but whose really is? i mean lets think i have a mom who tells her piece of shit boyfriend that she loves him more than ive ever heard her say i love you to me, and she never EVER has apologized for anything shes done in her life and shes got a massive chip on her shoulder. In other words she’s fucking psycho. lets see..my dad is homeless but doesnt sleep on the streets just jumps from roof to roof and works 12 hours a day and still makes below the poverty line. i act like i dont have a brother bc i never talk to him and the only one who is stable in my family is my sister we are close i guess you could say but she is in college and has a bf she leans on. i guess thats why i just feel there. because it’s just me. i think i feel in love this summer but that ended and he got a girlfriend and so im here a little bit broken but im here. Something i cant stand about myself is i take everything to heart and im really sensitive which as you can image it bugs the hell out of me because people use it against me and really insult me sometimes. And of course it eats me up inside. Thats really all i have to say right now so maybe ill check in later.
